Bowling and Ice Cream

...sounds fun doesn't it
I thought so too, too bad no one thought to invite me
no on ever does...

I wish I didn't...

I can no longer say its been months...
2 days
It will soon heal and will become a scar like the rest
...2 days

Keep your head up...

The most valuable advice I have ever been given and yet the hardest for me to follow...at least right now.
I trusted you...
And right now I feel so violated
And so dirty
And like everything is falling apart
How could you?

It's getting harder and harder to breathe...

Decisions are mounding
Responsibilities growing
Mixed emotions
What to do now?
There is a part of me that just wants to go back
And a part of me that wants to stay here
And another part that wants to just move on
How do I make my decision?

GAH why did my dad watch TWILIGHT!!!!!
...all hope is lost

And yet tomorrow is another day

Crash and Burn

I am officially starting to hate Facebook.
I hate seeing people I know planning things with my friends...and yet not me.
Once an outcast, always an outcast I suppose.
Why should I bother putting the effort in...its not like I get anything out of it anyway....
Alone again I suppose
In my own little world
Why can't Neverland exist?

Let's Do The Time Warp Again....

Really want to see the movie again.
Goddam crappy tapper in the show.
Definitely going to rent Rocky Horror soon
...and maybe It too
fulfill my Tim Curry ancient movie obsession lol
I mean DAM what happened