I like you and I suppose you could like me too, like I want you to...

You make me happier than I have been in a long time
and you don't even know it
Xie Xie, Li Bin Jie

Tears of Clown...

I can't do this anymore
For the first time in a long time I thought about ending it...everything
I don't want to hurt like this anymore
I don't want to hurt myself...but its getting hard to fight this time
and maybe this time I don't want to fight anymore
If a few more scars will fix this...is it worth it?

Can music save your mortal soul?

And can you teach me how to dance real slow?

Well I know that you're in love with him
'cause I saw you dancing in the gym
You both kicked off your shoes.
Man, I dig those rhythm and blues

Just because you have her doesn't mean you can't talk to me anymore...does it?

20

The beginning of a new decade...a new era
happy birthday self
enjoy this decade...

I'm sorry...

When you asked how I was doing mentally I could not answer you as honestly or as in depth as I should and that is because just seeing you boosted my mental health 1000 fold. Just talking to you about anything...even if it is your future as a hobo boosts it...because you know how to listen....thank you

Have You Ever Been Low?

I'm not ok
I keep replaying what happened over and over in my head
What you did was Low...
Scar count remains the same
All I have left is to keep my chin up and hope that next week something changes
...anything

It's like rain on your wedding day...

...I think I might have pissed off the one person I respect more than anyone else...shit

It will still be one week till we say we're sorry...

School starts. Work starts (again). Life starts?