For anyone that cares...

As of Oct 26th 2009 I am Officialy IN EDUCATION!!!

I still love you but...

you can be a real asshole
and I'm not going to do this anymore
one night...
you'd rather get trashed with assholes you see everyday than have fun with your best friends that you blow off all the time...
figure out your priorities...
I know mine

I just want to fall to pieces...

I hate this goddam rollercoaster
I was happy...I swear
and now...fuck

我站我的魔怪

I still remember every minute if you were in it

You are the reason I am still sitting here today
I'm so sorry...I wish I could fix what I have done
I told you because I needed to...and you deserve to know the truth

Swing with me again...

I'm sorry...

I'm sorry I hurt you and know that it doesn't make things right, but I truly am sorry..

This one is for the boys...

The man who makes me feel happy...
The one I will always still love...
The man who hurt me, and yet I can't get out of my head...
The man who got away...

Why must life be so frustrating
You all mean so much to me, and yet
You all make me feel awful

I regret sleeping with you...
I wish you could smarten up...
I wish it never happened...
Why her...

Held

You held me today
and my hand
and now...
I don't want to let you go
thank you for sitting there
...and for introducing yourself
.....and for telling me how you feel...

" haha :) well you know I was pretty stoked when I saw you sitting at my table :)"

" why is that?"

"Your really cute and once we started talking I found out many more things about you that caught my interest :)"