Its the first day of the rest of our lives

Being in the education program is a lot like herding cats...not cattle but cats. Currently its a mess, no real schedule yet, bookstore lost 144 copies of the required manuals, no placements, holy man I'm already shitting myself about being a real student teacher in a week and a half this doesn't help. There are so many questions running through my mind about what to do who to talk to and where the hell to go, but for now I must continue herding cats and hope that soon enough cat herding will be done and life will resume, in a much more educated way.

Princess Snuggles

I don't know what more you want from me
You were friendly
then REALLY friendly
then friendly
then iffy
now avoidy
So I planned your entire birthday, shopped for hours after work to make it perfect, got to work 2 hours early to set up and made sure everyone signed the shirt for you...then on Friday you back out, please tell me its not because of me.
Monday you chilled until Kicks came...is it Kicks?
gah Princess Snuggles just answer your phone...just once...please?
Pan

I'm just a girl standing in front of a boy asking him to love her

The End is Nigh

So I'm officially done my third year...whats next?
Another two...or more?
I just hope this term went well...or at least the grades do
Another year done...lets not fuck up again..ok?

Exam 1 tommorow

CNST 401.13
last Canadian Studies exam ever
kind of bittersweet I'd better own it!

Have you ever thrown a fistul of glitter into the air?

If he told you, why are you doing this?
Do you not understand how broken I am without this bullshit
really
I trusted you

Racism...

I do NOT think Racism should be tolerated at the University of Calgary.
We have dealt with racism before, mainly in the form of racial slurs on campaign posters and bathroom stalls but what is proposed for tommorow night is completely out of line.
Ann Coulter is coming to the University of Calgary (moved the Red and White Club) tommorow night at 7pm, to spread her message. Those who are not aware of who she is should look her and make thier own opinions from there. I have no problem with her right to speak in Calgary, however if she is going to spread messages of racism and hate then I will not stand by and tolerate it. My best friend is Muslim and if she has the balls to stand up and say that he can't fly because of his race and that instead he should take a magic carpet or a camel, well you're asking for woman.

I screw up everything or so it seems...

Went on a date with this guy
It went well, I had fun, a lot of fun
A couple of days later change my facebook status to FOTC song
...next thing I know he won't talk to me and he has a girlfriend
now he wants me to date his friend...

A Kiss is Not a Contract...

but its very nice, very very nice.

Hung out with you once, kissed yes, but doesn't mean we are suddenly an item...sorry

I'm no one special...

I can't do this
Just one friend that's all I want
She won't hang out with me anymore...I shouldn't be surprised but I did hope it would happen, can you blame me?
He's avoiding me since he has her...no surprise again, but really he was the one I was counting on staying
Now his 21st is even planned while I'm away...and I know it was planned that way.

Teardrops on My Guitar...

Arash walks by me, I fake a smile so he won't see...



Today was a fairytale, you were the prince
You told me I was pretty when I looked like a mess
Time slows down whenever your'e around...

today is my turn

Today I stop being 16 and start being 20...its something I have to do. I'm finally ready

People are People and some times it won't work out...

I want to end this so bad, but I don't know how to hurt him again
I love you...but.

too little too late

I just need someone to talk to
You tried and failed because when you don't know what to say you just change the subject...you don't even try
Don't tell me you can be impartial and then when it comes time you just ignore my problems or say they are menial...who can I talk to when its about you???

I just want a friend...is that so much to ask?

2010

.Vegetarian...for good
.Eat Healthier in general...not so much sugary junk anyway
.Nick's Wedding is coming up
.Last term in CNST
.Hip Hop Club at B and A
.Falling for one I never expected
Dad: You two are like Booth and Bones and the sooner you realize it the better...