PANDAS!!!!

So we are supposed to FINALLY be getting Pandas on loan to the Calgary Zoo but not until 2018...so I'll be almost thirty by the time they get here...OMG I feel old. I was so excited two years ago when they first announced it and now its another 6 years to wait gah!!! Better hope the hat and mitts still fit!

Starting New...

...but what needs to be new is you...not me
I don't know how to be without you but it hurts to be with you
I have been seizing so much because of the stress...but there is no one I trust to be around me when I seize more than you.
I just don't know what to do
I can't leave, I don't know how
I'm not cheating on you...I couldn't do that
I can't hurt this badly
I wish she would disappear for a bit so it would be easier to figure this out